
How can such a little thing bring about so many emotions at one time? Here's this 8-9 lb (don't really know for sure at this point) person who's daily activities rarely deviate from eating, sleeping and filling diapers. In fact, during the first weeks his parents celebrated when he did any of the aforementioned activities. Now, here we are almost four weeks in and I sit amazed at the range of emotions this little man can illicit.
Fear: Is he sick? Is he 'normal?' Is he in pain? Last night at 4:00 am when he didn't want to settle down did I bounce a little too hard? DID I RUIN HIM?!! WHAT IF I RUIN HIM?!!
Anticipation: Will he
really smile today? What's he going to be like tomorrow? Next week? Next month? What's his personality going to be like?
Awe: This little living, breathing, squirming, crying, pooping, peeing, cooing thing is part me. In fact, he totally relies on me for EVERYTHING and trusts that I will know how to meet is every need for the next 18 years (ok so he probably doesn't think in those terms, but still).
For the millions of people who are parents already, this is old news. For those of us doing it for the first time....it's significant. It's also a lot of fun.
I had to include this picture to answer the questions we've been getting regarding how the pets are adjusting.